Happy Mothers Day- Let me start today by posting a tribute to my mother. Mom thank you for all you have done for us over the years. I am so honored to be your daughter, and to have you as my best friend. In light of everything we've faced over the years, you never backed down to the challenge and you always kept your family strong. You have showed me the woman I want to become and I love you so very much.

For my mother in law Sue: I have never met another person who is as strong as you. You are so brave and such a fighter. I can not thank you enough for raising such a wonderful man. We feel so blessed to have you as part of our lives and we miss you and love you, and think about you every day.

John and I look forward to sharing Isabella with you. She is a lucky girl to have such wonderful grandmothers!


I knew mother's day was going to be hard for me this year. I'm technically a mother but not legally yet and my baby is not here in my arms. Sometimes it's hard to keep my faith strong when we are faced with so many challenges in this process.

Today I ran across a beautiful poem and I felt it was really a gift from God. It reminded me that I need to be understanding and patient and trust that God will do his job. I thought I would share it with all of you.

Dear God,
Please bring my beautiful baby home to me soon,
I need to rock her 'neath the light of the moon,
I need to kiss her warm soft, sweet face,
I want to teach her of your love and grace.
She needs to know I'm her parent for keeps,
She needs to know I'll watch while she sleeps.
I know you've a plan, you're much wiser than I,
But I fear you've forgotten, as time passes by.
I'll watch for a sign and I'll know that you're there,
I'll pray for some news and remember you care.

Love,
A Waiting Parent
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Dear Waiting Parent,
You think that the process moves slowly, not surely,
I promise it's both, but change mustn't come early.
Your faith must be strong, open and steady,
Your baby will be here, but not till I'm ready.
I'll never forget you; I do have a plan,
Not easily understood by mere man.

While you are here waiting for news you can share,
A foster family waits for pain they must bear.
To your wonderful child, they must say good-bye,
You know, to them, time really does fly!
Think of them as you wait and prepare,
Pray for their strength; be grateful they're there.
I'm with them too, just as I am with you.
I know how it is to be far from your child,
I want to hold YOU and make all your fears mild.
Believe, little one, that the sun is my kiss,
Believe that you'll share so much more than you'll miss!
Your baby is coming home to you soon!
Hold her, kiss her, 'neath the light of My moon.

Love,
God